I haven't been in the mood for sweets which is odd because i usually crave them.Though i haven't been eating much lately. I'm not in the mood for food...ugh, i hope i'm not being depressed. xD Strange ass sentence.

I have to say that somewhere in the back of my head i thought that me and Hom would get together again or at least be able to talk like we used to without it feeling a bit awkward. ;/ Sooo~ I've decided to leave her alone for a while. I mean once she goes to japan thats a long while but still. ;/ I just have that feeling she didn't want me around xD

There are things i want to prioritize about.
I want to get back into writing, and actually editing and creating my first novel. Hom always got on me for giving up so easily. ;/

I want to actually practice and draw a lot more.
I want to get into playing my violin again.
I want to learn spanish and get into japanese later on.
I want to not commit internal suicide. Because i know i have been.
I want to exercise and dance alot more.
Aiming to be healthier and learn more!